The silent warrior

I had opened just a hint of a peephole To sneak into those memories of yesteryear Taken aback by the tsunami of paintings And motion of live pictures that stormed into my unaware senses You had tiptoed again that day back into my heart With just a simple apology And the futile reminiscing . Oh how pointless And unproductive is was! To recollect those primitive colors Of life we had known The two of us together And yet never near enough The bond that had slid between our fingers Like sand slipping helplessly from the gaps Of shaky, sad hands Your rage and doubts and mistrust My tears and fears and screams It hit me hard that day When I read you again How desparately I had loved you With the intensity and emotions I could never put into words As if each pining breath of mine Depended on each loud beat of your heart And yet we could never hear eachother Or trust one another The color of our love was red Like the blood dripping from separated eyes The color of our love was crimson Like fir...

They say.... What you don't know Can't hurt u I don't know if your truly love me And it HURTS.

Kabhi hum sochenge.... Zarre bhar ki izzat badle Kitni takleefein jheli hai Tinke-tinke ki manzoori badle Kitni aazmaishein le li hai Kabhi hum sochenge.... Chutki bhar muskaan ki khaatir Kitne aansoo piroy hain Madham si roshni ke badle Kitni raat hum roye hain Kabhi hum sochenge..... Duniya ko khush karte-karte Udaasi dil mein utaari hai Dikhaawe ko bhi zeenat dena Rooh pe kitna bhaari hai Kabhi hum sochenge.... Insaanon se darte-darte Kitne khauff sulaaye hain Khwabon ke khushk aangan mein Aaj bhi hum paraaye hain Kabhi hum sochenge.... Wo samajhte nahi hain Na samjhenge, na samjhenge Lafzon ke surkh teeron se Jinko ghaayal karna hai Teekhi baaton se jinko Khaamoshi ko bharna hai Zor se kheench kar daaman ko Girey to aagey hasna hai Aur inhi logon ko khush rakhne mein Sadiyon ki udaasi  sehna hai Kabhi hum sochenge..... Zulm ki tapish sehte-sehte Zaalim ko galey lagana hai Dil ki aisi bebasi ka to Qissa shayad purana hai Marr gye to kaun royega Ke kafan to kab se bhaari hai Maut...

Oh u the lucky one The one who got away Who knew it was futile To chase after a mirage of love That would never come to fruition. That all the promises were lies Entangled in a cobweb of false dreams Woven to trap an innocent heart Do u know how lucky u got Before it was just too late And you would have bled tears Through your veins and heart Had you stayed a little longer The manipulation would have grown Strangled you stronger before u could have known And abuse would have throttled Your self-respect and pride The claws of humiliation would have gnawed at your sensitive side He would have torn you bit by bit Like some flesh-eating locust Until u cried in insane pain And screams and gasps would be imprisoned Inside your trembling lips Because u had been commanded not to breathe Your  sweet desires and dainty dreams would be crushed Under his cruel, conniving feet Until they turned to mournful dust And do u know how insignificant you would have been In f...

Heartbreaks Heartbleed Heartaches And survival U will find it all. Intense emotions of a journey called life